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My sad solitary life.

Wed Oct 14, 2009, 8:36 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
I was looking back, and I noticed something. About me.

I really don't have a social life, and I don't really think I have anybody I can call my friend except my brother.

Well that's okay I guess, but the truth is that I have wasted away my life in front of a computer. Sure, I'm active and social here on dA, but in RL I'm really quiet, and not a great person to talk to, since I barely answer. I'm guessing that's why nobody actually talks to me anymore.

I've been starting to feel depressed. Seeing how one of my dreams and well, desire to do is just to go out, and have fun with friends. And have a girlfriend. It would be nice, but there's nobody. People tell me to just go and jump for it, and try, but how? I just get way to scared. And just stay home and do nothing. I can't believe I'm actually feeling depressed from this, and that I get stressed over a crashed server on a website I go to. I'm not leaving or anything like that. I just noticed that I have no life, and it's depressing me.

I don't get myself, and life has confused me way too much again.

This was a random depression vent by me. I'll feel better in the morning. I think I should try taking up something new, like swimming or dancing.

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~Animating-emor Oct 15, 2009, 7:20:33 AM
I don't really answer people when they talk to me neither, unless I find the subject interesting(LOL). I also don't really consider anyone at school a friend because I don't do anything with them.
I do more stuff with my brother and sister like go on the bus to town with them and to the cinema.
Meh xD.
I understand that it'd be hard to jump back into having a social life. I cba, LOL.
And are you talking about Soda? I can't access the server too. Me and Matt were talking about starting up our own site and we'd get help from everyone else- like a group project.
EMZ=]

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~Vixthefox Oct 15, 2009, 7:37:32 AM
agreed I usually just do stuff with my brother. And yes I'm talking about soda.

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~360-Free Oct 15, 2009, 5:52:41 PM
I also barely talk in life outside the 'net.

Something you should remember is that being active on the net is being socially active, it's just in another medium. It annoys me when people say "in real life", because the internet is real life. And in some ways less superficial than talking face to face.

Not seeing the person you're talking to means no synthetic inhibitions to sharing with them and understanding their true nature.

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